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While typing this post I really feel to keep my laptop aside and go to sleep. Lol! but I am very excited to type this post because honestly since April had started, I have only been waiting for it to end. While it’s here to end I really am feeling sad to bid goodbye!

This is not just the last day of April 2019, or the end of A to Z April blog challenge it is the end for a lot of things in my life which makes me feel proud as well as emotional at the same time.

Today, is also my farewell day, bidding good-bye to Masters student life. Not just that, it’s the end of my college life. It’s the end of the experience that I have always wanted to have. There was a time when I thought after completing my bachelors that it’s the end, I had no plans, I was not even planning on anything, I was in the middle of nothing and was hopeless.

But somehow I found my way to study Masters that to in a subject I was always interested in. I did my Masters in English Literature, while I was a commerce student until my Bachelors. I will talk in detail about this in some other post. I wish to talk here about all the mixed feelings I have today.

So yeah! it’s the end of my college life, but is it the end of my student life? Is it the end of my academics journey, is this it? Well, even I don’t have the answers to these questions. Because I don’t have any plans, for now, all I wish to do now is write and read books. But…as they say, Never say Never so who knows what tomorrow will bring in for me?

Since it’s a goodbye to April Blog Challenge (that I did not do well, but at least I made it a point to not leave midway and complete it how so ever I could) it’s the end of my college life, it’s the end of the fun of attending lectures and having amazing discussions and discussing books and stories and plays and poems… It’s an inexplicable feeling.

April was one hectic month. I had many assignments submissions to do, I had my internal tests, I had my research project to be done, I had this blog challenge and also my house is under renovation. Everything was so messed up, stressful and tiring. I feel I hardly have had proper sleep in a long time. Ramadan is just a week away and I am already so tired.

I am taking a social media and blogging break in the month of Ramadan, though all the beautiful comments on my blog posts are making me reconsider it. I really am having second thoughts and feel like I should continue to blog but I need this break. I also have my exams in the month of May, and I need to prepare for my exams as well as plan about my blog and come back well-prepared.

I am so happy to complete this AtoZ blog challenge even though there were days I just felt I want to give up, there were days I really felt like crying like a baby but then I always reminded myself why I had started in the first place. This challenge thought me a lot of things, visiting other blogs gave me exposure to so many worlds and people’s thoughts. It thought me that blogging is not an easy job and not what I had thought, it’s a lot more and I need to dig in more to excel in blogging.

Though I still have to read a lot more blogs that I will be doing while I am away so if you wish me to visit your blog, leave your link to my comment box below I will be working on my blog so it’s not like I won’t be coming to my blog, it’s just that I won’t be posting anything. I am very well going to use the internet for other lots of things for making notes, to read other blogs and make my own strategies and plans. And so to not get distracted I need this social media and blogging break.

Is this my last post before I take this break? No! not yet. I will be posting two or three more posts this week. I will be off from next week, till Ramadan Eid. So you can expect me to come back on Ramadan Eid Day, I already have planned amazing content ideas that I was actually supposed to do it for May, but never mind, I will be back by June 2019. So stay tuned for next 3 or maybe 4 blog posts till then Hakuna Matata.

Also, if you have participated in April A to Z blogging challenge do leave your experience and thoughts below in the comment box, I would love to read it.

P.s. I had taken this AprilAtoZ blogging challenge with Blogchatter which is one amazing blogging community.