Life and It’s messy Bits…

Good Morning!

So my life is really loving to get into my nerves… On Saturday, I posted a blog post just random blabbing, and also decided to start waking up early in the morning. Because I am a night owl, I will take time to actually succeed in waking up early but I had already scheduled my blog post for 8 a.m sharp and it did get published at 8 a.m sharp. So if you missed reading it, leaving the link below…

https://lifeandmusing.com/2019/08/24/13goingon30movieon-netflix/

After like 3 hours I get a mail that my blog website is down, I usually do get a mail whenever my website goes down but that’s like for some time. This one was huge like it was down for the whole day. Something went wrong with the hosting thing…(Don’t ask me to get into technical terms I am already pissed off!)

So till Sunday evening, I had nothing to do but just be pissed off! with my life. Like after all the messy bits, I thought maybe blogging will be a little help and there it found the perfect time to not work according to my plans…

But on Saturday, I was so angry and upset. I tried to divert my mind by reading and painting. And one of my paintings also got ruined. Like wowww!

That was the only piece missing in my life… -_-

I then just wrote all this down in my diary because that’s how I do, write it and then type it. And I was quite enjoying by just thinking that I will love to post this as a blog post. All this blabbing and ranting, for no reason at all. Like it won’t give any monetary satisfaction that I was looking forward to from my blog.

Surprisingly! I am not at all expecting anyone to read it. I am all planned up with my next few blog posts. Like, some were already ready on the blog but for some inexplicable reasons did not publish them. And I am pumped up to blog like regularly… (Touchwood, I should not be very excited or life will play it’s games with me agaaaaiiinnnn!)

I have decided to blog anything random now. Like this blog is my space and I will talk and blog anything I want. This planning and digital marketing and stuff are not working up for me for not at least now… Like taking my blog to heights is my goal but for now, let’s just pay attention to the blogging part.

I am going to blog all about what makes me angry, what makes me upset and most importantly what makes me happy…So basically it’s going to be all about books, Movies, Netflix, Painting, my graphic illustrations… Oh! don’t forget the messy bits of life…

There are very few things that make me happy, although these days nothing makes me happy. Everything has just planned to work against me… Oh! Poor me… 🙁

Books make me happy so reading is like an escape to me. It keeps me sane… (anyone wishing to send me gifts as books?)

Writing makes me happy, it empties my messy mind and helps me a lot to think wise…

Painting makes me happy, but I have taken a break from brushes and trying my hand on fluid painting although it wastes a lot of colors I feel…

Doing graphic illustrations makes me happy but somehow I am still not good at it. It will take time, somehow I feel I am failing at it…

Blogging makes me happy only if someone would actually read me. Oh! something just works out with my blog, like the motivation to blog at least should keep working on me.

Ice-cream makes me happy…I need to order some soon…

Wandering alone makes me happy, maybe shopping alone, or sitting in a cafe alone with my book to read, or writing with my cup of coffee some story or poems… The thought itself makes me happy, imagine how much happy will it make me to just go out for a day… I get very few chances to do that…

Technically you see, everything that makes me happy has also kind off started to work against me… Sad! I am trying to read as much as I can, but get distracted too easily. I am also watching 13 Reasons Why and I warn you if you are not mentally strong or depressed or weak, please don’t watch it alone or rather don’t watch it at all…

So… Yeah! that was it for today… What makes you happy? Care to share?

Also, if you reading this, Thank You for staying by and going through my blabbing… means a lot! Also, do subscribe to my blog if you wish to read more from me so you don’t miss out any of my blogs.

Have a beautiful day ahead!

Monday Motivation? Anyone care to share anything positive?