Bike Riding and Bowling.

I have always wanted to ride a bike at least once in my life.

Just once pleaassseeee…

I have been a tomboy in childhood (still I am hidden deep within). The love for jeans and checkered shirts is still on… Hehehe

I just wish to learn to ride a bike and then go on a long drive and watch the sunset somewhere and ah! that’s will be the best feeling. The helmet, the gloves, the leather jacket (black one please) and a long ride through the cold winds… Even though I am always petrified of accidents especially through bikes. It is so unpredictable at times, as even if you are taking precautions and are driving on a low speed and taking care, the one coming from the other end might not be the one taking precautions.

I hear so many stories of bike accidents that sometimes I just wish to put this wish away, but then what will be life without spice. Lol!

I am not saying I wish to go on a hilly region or to some other state of the country riding on a bike. ( Although never say never… :-p) But all I am saying is just one small chance to learn and then ride it by myself.

But the stigma that women should not ride bikes, it does not suits them still exists. So I am quite sure some of those nosy, gossip relatives who hardly might know what even a blog means, if they ever read this blog post, I can already picture their judgmental opinions and “haww” voices in my head…

Bowling

I know a lot of you must be like what the…

But yes, it seems like I have not yet tried this and I happened to had this wish just recently when I watched ‘Teen Wolf’ (if you haven’t then you definitely need to)

I realized that this is something I too wish to do someday and so here I am putting it down on my wishlist. Even though for some of you out there it might seem this is one easy task and is doable for me well, it’s something I still am not sure.

You know such wishes make me feel I have not lived my life at all. Like it makes me feel sad, it fills me up with melancholic feeling and I just wish to curl up in my blanket and cry and then curse myself.

I feel there is so much to do in my life and all I ever do is close myself in this box and be the good girl everyone expects me to be. I sometimes don’t wish to be this good girl, it’s suffocating.

I remember in one of my literature classes, we had discussed this and the lines that my professor spoke still ring in my ears at times… “being good girl costs a lot…” and I can’t deny it. It costs a lot of your own soul and mental peace.

Anyway, let’s not rant anymore and close our deal today by these two wishes on my wishlist and they are bike riding and bowling and I hope and pray hard that someday when I accomplish to tick them off I will come back on my blog and share the experience with you… Hope so!